lunes, 26 de agosto de 2019

Life choices.

Every year since I started elementary school I've been taking every year courses of French and English, but I always thought that I was lagging behind.  In Middle School things got better, the principal divided the group in two sections: Intermediate English and Advanced English. I went to Advanced English, which made me feel comfortable with myself and anxious to prove that I could be better every class if I wanted to.

I never felt pasion for languages, until I got into High School; English in UNAM's High schools is not great, you have to take an exam in the school to get a better level, teachers, classmates and even a better environment. I took advanced courses since 11th grade, it always made me feel empowered. I was searching for something that could defy me, and at that moment I found it.

Through first and second semester I had many ups and downs, I got depressed and felt like my world was ending, I wanted to switch majors, I really needed to start all over. But, as everything in life, the most difficult experience that I have ever lived through, ended. Nevertheless, pain is still there and I still fight it every single day. 

In third semester (currently studying), I wanted and needed to find myself, to know who I was without my major problems, and I started by taking the exam to study at ENALLT, specifically English. I chose it because I want to be certified, and I think that before you start with a whole different language, you need to master one first. When I saw my results I started to believe in myself again. After that, it all started to fall into place, currently I have the best teachers that my faculty could provide me, I am exercising, I study at all time and I am getting awesome results.

My major inspiration to continue with the things that I have been building is my future, my self-realization, my hunger of offering this world better things and the power that eventually I will have. 
I feel like I can breathe again, I feel empowered again. 

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