Unfair accusations.

 If I were accused unfairly, it would be shocking and sort of devastating at first. How could I manage the unfair accusations? It is really hard to imagine myself in that position, but I think that maybe I would seek legal advice, if necessary, I would defend myself and prove what kind of person I am and which my values are.

 Sometimes people say that you don't have to prove anything, but when it comes to your reputation or safety you must act for yourself; if it's a work issue, someone saying that you messed up some work, I would: prove them that I didn't do what they are claiming, prove them the work I executed, the quality of my environment, and how responsible I am with my assignments.

 If it comes to a personal accusation, sometimes your acts speak for themselves, it’s outrageous when people make statements about you, without caring about having complete information on the subject, I would give my reasons about my action, I would talk about what I did and try to make people see the bigger picture, and to judge when they have all the keys to do so.

 But then again, people only see what they want to. So, I would defend myself, but wouldn’t exhaust myself doing it. 

A different life.

 Sometimes I caught myself thinking about how taking different choices could've affected my life. I try not to think too much about it, because I always end up getting sort of frustrated.

 For starters, if I hadn’t chosen to take Comipem's exam, where would I be currently studying, and what? Would I have a different vision of life? A different way of thinking?

 It is really curious how even the minimum decision can affect your life for good.

 There's something that I want to believe I am quite sure about: no matter what, I would still be a science lover.

 It doesn’t exist the key for happiness, personally I don't know how to be happy, but I do know what makes me happy, and surely thinking about what would've happened doesn't do that.

 Personally, I think that one of the worst things we can do is take too much time thinking about our parallel life. We have taken a lot of decisions that makes us who we are today. Since we got to this world our life summed up to decisions; what we want to eat, which color we wanted to use in elementary school, who we wanted to be friends with. Everything is a decision, and everything has brought us here, to this day in this class with this people.

 So, let's try not to exhaust our minds with billions of possibilities, and try to accept the fact that where we are is exactly the place where we are meant to be. If you like to believe in destiny, you can call it that; if you don’t, remember that we’ve been forming our future since we started to have a rational and logical mind.

 Nevertheless, it's not an obligation to keep up with something we don't like. We can always make a different choice, if we are not pleased about the way our life is taking, we can always try to make things right, even though life is uncertain.

 I am really happy with the place I have in the world right now, are you?  

Life choices.

Every year since I started elementary school I've been taking every year courses of French and English, but I always thought that I was lagging behind.  In Middle School things got better, the principal divided the group in two sections: Intermediate English and Advanced English. I went to Advanced English, which made me feel comfortable with myself and anxious to prove that I could be better every class if I wanted to.

I never felt pasion for languages, until I got into High School; English in UNAM's High schools is not great, you have to take an exam in the school to get a better level, teachers, classmates and even a better environment. I took advanced courses since 11th grade, it always made me feel empowered. I was searching for something that could defy me, and at that moment I found it.

Through first and second semester I had many ups and downs, I got depressed and felt like my world was ending, I wanted to switch majors, I really needed to start all over. But, as everything in life, the most difficult experience that I have ever lived through, ended. Nevertheless, pain is still there and I still fight it every single day. 

In third semester (currently studying), I wanted and needed to find myself, to know who I was without my major problems, and I started by taking the exam to study at ENALLT, specifically English. I chose it because I want to be certified, and I think that before you start with a whole different language, you need to master one first. When I saw my results I started to believe in myself again. After that, it all started to fall into place, currently I have the best teachers that my faculty could provide me, I am exercising, I study at all time and I am getting awesome results.

My major inspiration to continue with the things that I have been building is my future, my self-realization, my hunger of offering this world better things and the power that eventually I will have. 

I feel like I can breathe again, I feel empowered again.